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I seriously gotta stop putting things off untill the last possible minute lol this bites.

Theres only a month of school left eh..went by pretty fast.

In other news..Detroit got kicked out:P(haha) and Ottawa's gonna win the cup:D

well thats all.
ciao.

Current Mood: blah

yeah well my subject line has nothing to do with the entry lol w.e

So today i found out that Ninos is getting us tickets to go see Nickelback cuz they're gonna be playing at the Joe Louis Arena, :D:D so excited!!!!!

AND Chris Daughtry and Staind r opening for them!! I lovee daughtry, he was the best person on any american idol series EVER!!

I gots to wait untill July but oh well, im so excitteddd:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Current Mood: cant wait!
Current Music: Someone That You're With- Nickelback

so yes this is just gonna be a random pointless entry on movies lol

first of all, i saw Spiderman 3 yesterday, k i had heard it wasnt good at all but k it was good!, i mean yeah so the previews made it look better than it really was but so what, doesnt every movie try n do that anywayz? but so yeah i liked it! the part where harry dies is sad thow:( and that part where emo spiderman decides to randomly dance in the streets and snap his fingers was so fucking random but hey w/e floats his boat.

other than that. im excited for Shrek 3 to come out (going onnn the fridayyy), and i wanna see the second Fantastic Four, yay:)

EVEN MORE IMPORTANTLY! i'll be seeing Pirates of the Carribean 3!!! on May 25th! i can't wait 4 that, i mean nothing's ever gonna beat POTC 1 but w.e i NEED to see the third one.

Also kinda excited for Harry Potter-Order of the Pheonix..but thats not till the summer so u kno, im more excited for the 7th book than the 5th movie thow. but yeah

well i thinnkk thats all for my gonna be must-see movies...man it's like all the sequels r coming out at the same time, weird but sweet.

well thats allll:)

Current Mood: yay
Current Music: Gather & Give- Finger 11

so my day today was very good:) only had 2 classes, well only cuz me and ninos left at lunch but u kno..oh and yes i kicked ur ass at Harry Potter Scene It lol , went to subway and i could actually eat like a normal friken person again now that mouth isnt killing me from my wisdom teeth getting pulled out last week:P, anywayz yeah then i went to Vanier but even that was fun n i got a ride home cuz Guy got himself his own car and he was all excited to drive it around all day lol so yeah then i hung out with my cousin which was good times as always and ninos came over after work and we all watched A Night At The Roxbury, cuz apparently it's a pretty bad thing that i had never seen it before, but i coulda lived without having seen that lol wasnt bad but wouldnt need to re-watch it, so yeah didnt do much but was a really good day:D

oh other BAD news..Vancouver is out of the play-offs..fuck..thats who i was going for. now im stuck going for the only other Canadian team in the play-offs, which u know just happens to be one of the 4 teams i really dislike but w/e so long as it stays in canada i dont care anymore, so..i cant believe im gonna say this but..let's go OTTAWA!

god im glad theres only 2 months of school left, wat can i say 4 years has been fun (maybe not all the time but for the most part) but hey 4 years is 4 years and it's enough..i'll be glad to go to University, not that im leaving Windsor but still it's different.

Sunday i got my aunt's baby shower!! kinda excited, her baby's due in like 5 weeks i think, maybe 6 but yeah, new little cousin:)

ah anywayz thats all my random comments for tonight. ciao.

Current Mood: yay
Current Music: Don't Stop- Our Lady Peace

didnnnntttt I sayy this was gonna happen? ya huh.
(yeah i know random n no one understands but still wrote it anyway).

Current Mood: meh

Bored of the same survey with the same questions over again? Here's something different. Think of 5 songs you've recently listened to. Write down 3 lyrics from each of those songs that are most meaningful to you right now. (DONT put the lyric that has the title of the song) Then let them try and figure out which 5 songs they are!

haha wow this is 2 easy.

1st song:
    1) *i told myself i wont miss u but i remember wat it feels like beside u*
    2) *if there's one memory i don't wanna lose*
    3) *and i cant pretend i wont think about u when im older*

2nd song:
    1) *wat if it's lost behind words we could never find*
    2) *before it's too late*
    3) *for all the things that never died to make it thru the night*

3rd song:
    1) *last chance for one last dance*
    2) *mistakes, too long too late*
    3) *cuz i needed i need to hear you say*

4th song:
    1) *i keep thinking times will never change*
    2) *as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be friends forever*
    3) *if u got sumthing that u need 2 say, say it right now cuz u dont have another day*

5th song:
    1) *best friends can become strangers*
    2) *all the things we talk about u know they stay on my mind*
    3) *i dont want that no not for u*

Current Mood: booreddd

everyyyyy timmmeeee, god i fucking hate when he does that.

and Nicole's prolly the only one thats gonna understand this sentence so nicole im talking about *funny*, nothing at all to do with *face* or *virus* or whoever the hell else we have these weird names for lol

Current Mood: aggravated

So yeah I've been doing better. but im still waiting for the day where ill be able to just think about you without missing u a little bit each time and im still waiting for the day we can look back on that time and smile about it, im sure ILL be able to look back and smile but i dunno bout WE..seeing as how Uve been acting like a complete stranger towards me from that one time uptill god knows when (if that ever changes..) i guess thats what ReAlLy bothers me above anything else that ever goes thru my mind but yeah, well anyway im honestly glad ur doing good.

other than that..man it feels so weird to come home and not have homework lined up from the past 3 weeks anymore lol now that mid-term and all is done we get a break sumwat thank god.
2 and a half months of high school left!!! kinda excited for prom and grad..grad cuz well we're done and prom it's not so much going but just to get dressed up and take pictures with my friends and stuff i guess:)

so im getting my wisdom teeth pulled out in 10 days..april 26th so no school next thursday and friday at least.

well thats all for now!

Current Mood: bored

k we just rented The Pursuit of Happyness tonight so it's the first time I've seen that movie,
my god it's the most depressing movie ive ever seen in my life, like the only happy part in it in the last maybe 2 minutes of it..jeez.

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Nobody Knows It But Me- Babyface

i don't know why i bother when u dont even care

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Say Anything- Good Charlotte

amazing how even just reading one little thing will completely change my mood..u know i've been doing alright these past couple days uptil this moment, and to be perfectly honest yeah i was even pissed off after the last time we talked, not that that was much of a conversation but still..n i just read ur entry about 5 times actually..and i mean i guess if you need to put up a front and act the way you are now (with the exception of ur entry) in front of me..if you really think that's what you need to do to help yourself through this, and that us not talking to each other is the best thing for you to do..then that's what you need to do..id be lying if i said i completely understood but as much as I wish that wasnt happening b-cuz that's the last thing i ever wanted to happen..if it's gonna help you, then i want you to do whatever you need to, to be okay.
and i'm sorry this had to end this way too..and im sorry that we couldnt do anything to change this either..

u know..i realize that it was my change of feelings that caused all of this but trust me that doesn't mean i forget everything we had through those 15 months nor that i don't think about everything we did together or went through, from the beginning to the end, from the greatest memories to the stupid arguments..
u said that i was your first true love, but you were my first..almost everything, u were my first real relationship, first time i had arguments with someone and actually cared how they ended and how fast they ended so that things could just go back to normal, even first physical relationship, it was the first time i always had somebody there beside me or around me to talk to whenever i wanted or needed to, above all frist time i ever got that feeling (night-roses-Clerks 2-drive home)..u got to say that u remembered all the memories, at least the good ones..and now it's my turn to say i will NEVER forget any of the time we spent together..

I just want you to know that, even though we probably won't be talking anymore, i will always be here if u ever decide that ur ready to have some kinda friendship with me..no matter how long that may be and if that doesn't happen then i hope u won't forget about me cuz i know ill never forget you

Current Mood: discontent

I really miss you...

Current Mood: meh

stupid referees, i hate them. well no i dont hate them when they do what they're supposed to do, but when they ref like their friken payed off to go against one of the teams, then i, yes, hate them...god i was watching toronto vs. pittsburg tonight..they were even at the Air Canada Centre and stilll!!! like this one Pittsburg player got into a fight with sum new toronto player and at one point they were like down on the ice and the toronto player got his head wacked against the ice without his helmet on cuz it got knocked off and so they had the ems come out with a stretcher and they took him to the clinic and stuff..and the friken jackass Penguin got up from the penalty box and took a bow..like yeah ur cool buddy, real nice, he shoulda friken got unsportman-like conduct for that, on top of getting kicked out for the rest of the game which was only 6 mins..but nooo he gets his little penalty there along with toronto getting one for the fight...ANDDD it makes me mad how the refs wont let there be man advantages in the 5min overtime-bite me..like in tonight's game, it went into OT and pittsburg for a penalty (a deserving one) for whatever..and then as soon as the whistle goes off for the face-off, sum pittsburg guy dives for the puck right in front of McCabe and then McCabe gets a penalty for interference like what-the hell-everrrr! Also Sundin got a goal that SHOULD have counted but u know noo but the ref apparently blew the whistle b4 the puck actually went in, which i saw the replay and he hadnt whistled but he had started making the hand movement to stop the game..but the thing is the game shouldnt have been stopped at that moment in the first placeeee cuz the puck was still in play and the ref coulda still friken seen it had he been doing his job so that goal should have counted but no course not.

anyywayzz, u see wat i get like watching a hockey game lol
and for any1 who doesnt watch hockey, im sure u really dont care about this entry..which i dont care, i just felt like writting it lol so :P

thats all for now!
ciao xoxo.

wow ive never felt *not understood* before but it's finally happened..and over sumthing that's not even a big deal..makes lots of sense (sarcasm).

Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Thief-Our Lady Peace

god i cant wait for the next 2 weeks to be over and done with..at the moment im trying to get myself to go and study for calculus..im gonna cry i swear lol i officially hate math.

So got back from Montreal last night at around i dunno 8-8:30 i think it was..gotta say it didnt turn out how we had it planned but i still had a sweet time..we couldnt go skiing and snowboarding and stuff like that cuz they cancelled the shuttles going there cuz there wasnt enough snow..it wasnt very cold either but yeah but other than that i mean i got to see Montreal which i had never been so..a hell of a lot bigger and busier than here obviously..we walked around downtown n went shopping and hung out..was fun timez..got myself a shirt that says Montreal just for souvenir purposes lol..the way there kinda sucked thow cuz i didnt feel good so it seemed sooo effin long but yeah and we hadta stop a lot cuz we picked up ppl from windsor, from waterloo, oakville, toronto..think thats it..it was cool too cuz we actually got to speak french everytime we went to a shop or sumwhere to eat and that but yeah anyway all in all I HAD FUN!

so i just watched Bon Cop Bad Cop a little while ago..that's a GOOD MOVIE! lol specially if ur french obviously but it was funny! a funny action movie, usually i dont like action too much but it was good, i like the french cop in the movie..and to top it off the whole story is about stupid americans trying to take over our sport..HOCKEY! so yeah i really liked it!!

ugh so now a week of our vacation is done and i barely noticed it went by seeing as how i wasnt even in windsor but yeah went fast..so now i gotta work on my Seminar for english class cuz i present the day we come back to school..sucks:(

well anywho thats all for now.

Current Mood: excited

woow im writting a new entry! yeah the internet just bored me so thought id leave one of these:P

SO...EXCITING NEWSSSS..i wanna buy Our Lady Peace's newest cd coming out..well it's not like a new album it's greatest hits n called *a Decade* but w/e theres still gonna be like 3 songs on it that werent released on any of their cds so yeah!

and i HAVE TO watch HOUSE tonight too!, luv that show it's so great!

andddd i reallyyy wanna go to Quebec..well i mean i am going but i wanna go nowww lol, i wanna go skiing and ice go carting and tubing and whatever else, maybe not snowboarding but hey..and while alex and ninos are busy playing their x-box and ps2, me n megan and nicole can hang out, we're also gonna hog the showers in the morning (not that guys take long anyway) and go shoppinggg..i hope we can just like walk around downtown since thats where our hotel thing is at without having to go to w/e activities other ppl r doing that day, ah well we'll see..and hopefully there's adjoigning rooms too, thatd be sweet! but on the site for the hotel the rooms are pretty nice so thats good.

so tomorrow i dont have to work at vanier cuz im just gonna go to ninos' house after school, then friday nicole's coming over, plus my jace (aka-timmayy) and my aunt'll be here friday nite and i guess my moms going away for the weekend, so i'll be at my dads saturday and sunday and then me and Gen gotz to do something too! but dunno when yet, not that i dont see her everyday to talk about it anyway lol but anyway..

went bowling on saturday nite, the rock n bowl thinger in forest glade, was good times we went me, megan, guy, alex, ryan and layath but yeah was cool..then meg alex light n ryan left at like 11:30 but it doesnt shut till 12 so me n guy stayed till it was done but then the ppl that were beside us left earlier too so we had 2 lanes just to ourselves n we just played all 12 ppl lol it was pretty funny actually but so yeahh..on that friday nite i just stayed home pretty much other than when megan was over for a while n we went to tim hortons n to rent movies for my mom but yesss

well thats my update for now!
ciao!

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Over and Over-Three Days Grace

Hello peoplez...how's everyone's summer goinnn?
leave a comment back bout anything. for me to read.
lol oh god im so bored.
ps..dont mind the date on this entry it's messed.

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Tell Me Baby- Red Hot Chili Peppers

sooo..already only a month left of summmerrr..meh i dunno most people would say that it's going by too fast but to me it seems just right, it feels like it's been a month..course maybe it just seems like it's going by a little slower than usual cuz i wanna leave and go on vacationnnn and im not leaving till the end of August  so that just miigghhttt be it lol..we're going to this campground called The Dunes..i think..anywayz 8 miles past Grand Bend..i'll be on beaches for 10 dayzz!!! cant waittt!!..only thing is i come back the dayy before school starts so..it's literaly vacation then skool..meh oh well i'll live..so my freaken schedule better have changed the way i wanted it to for grade 12 cuz they gave me a class i didnt even want and didnt gimme one i had asked for and i dunno it was messed so hopefully thats fixed..we only have a year leftt eh..time goes by pretty damn fast in high school if you ask me..but oh well then theres just a whole other 4 years (or more) afterwards lol..well anywayzz thats all the excitement ive got for today lol so random..hope u guyz r having a great summer! and yes Dan if u end up reading this i know ur b-days coming up lol..see yaz!

Current Mood: lazy
Current Music: Somebody Else- Ashes of Soma